Thank you Jessica for your kind words. I think many of us with Anxiety suffer from control issues too and that’s why we get extra anxious when we are unable to fix or control a situation.

People who don’t suffer will never know how much we struggle and fight to get through most days- and we’ve learned to hide it from the world (with the exception of my family and a few close friends) along w/writing.

I’ve been through a lot with him over the years and held it together really well, this past November he had a lung infection and I had to take him to ER, for the first time I actually had to walk out of the room for a bit because I had a full blown panic attack and I didn’t want him to know. Thank goodness it passed fairly quick. Thanks again Juliet James